where i am in the Hunger Games

"Katniss!" That is Rue's cry for help. My only ally who is twelve years old and reminds me of my sister. I see the boy's  (who's name for which I do not remember) blade going straight through her body as she collapse to the ground. I pull up my arrows and spear him in the head and watch him fall as I head straight towards her. BANG!  The cannon goes off. Another man dead. Something inside me shifts. As I'm watching Rue die in my arms I realized I just made my first kill.